So today, well technically yesterday, was my birthday. My boyfriend, the man I love, the reason I'm in the state I am, mark, knob head, whatever you want to call him, decided to spend the majority of the day with me. He woke me with a Costa (my favourite hazelnut praline latte) then I went… Continue reading When it all gets too much
I haven't posted in what seems like forever. I've been meaning to but life has caught up with me and things have been a bit crazy. For years and years and years I've always struggled with the transition from the long, warm, sunny, lazy summer days to the cold, dark, hectic, winter ones. Don't get… Continue reading That time of year… Again
I came back from my holiday a week ago today. Things were fairly steady and not disastrous, could have been better but could have been a whole lot worse! Well this week I've been trying to dig my way out of a 10 foot hole with nothing more than a little plastic spade. In other… Continue reading Good to Bad to Worse!
We (my mum, Harvey and I) have just returned (well will have when I post this, currently sat on the plane home) from a wonderful week in the beautiful Zakinthos, Greece. Usually when I jet off on a package holiday, I stay all inclusive. It's the easiest, least stressful option and requires minimal food related… Continue reading Half Board Holiday – Highs and Lows.
Relationships, be it family or friendships or romantic relationships, I find really hard to juggle alongside the ED, depression, recovery, running a household and raising a child. Something's got to give, a plate has to fall in order to keep the others spinning. I can't just 'drop' the ED or depression (if I could, I… Continue reading Maintaining Relationships