I came back from my holiday a week ago today. Things were fairly steady and not disastrous, could have been better but could have been a whole lot worse! Well this week I've been trying to dig my way out of a 10 foot hole with nothing more than a little plastic spade. In other… Continue reading Good to Bad to Worse!
We (my mum, Harvey and I) have just returned (well will have when I post this, currently sat on the plane home) from a wonderful week in the beautiful Zakinthos, Greece. Usually when I jet off on a package holiday, I stay all inclusive. It's the easiest, least stressful option and requires minimal food related… Continue reading Half Board Holiday – Highs and Lows.
Relationships, be it family or friendships or romantic relationships, I find really hard to juggle alongside the ED, depression, recovery, running a household and raising a child. Something's got to give, a plate has to fall in order to keep the others spinning. I can't just 'drop' the ED or depression (if I could, I… Continue reading Maintaining Relationships
It's been a little while since I posted, so apologise for leaving you hanging. It's been a week of trying to figure myself out and try to accept the magnitude of the problems and recovery process. It's only over the past week or so it's really struck me, just how dysfunctional my way of thinking… Continue reading Dysfunctional Thoughts
I cannot keep up with myself at the moment. One minute, I feel crazy motivated and as if everything is getting back on track. I've taken back my control and I'm beating all things mental illness. Depression, ED, anxiety. I'm in charge. Then all of a sudden, flip reverse it and I feel like I'm… Continue reading Anxiety 2, Caitlin 0.